Yingz....

2009-02-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

three of us tgt...but i look quite ugly in tt photo.....
see my nicely manicured nails..haha...done by myself n wengqin....quite proud of myself.....

i look so much older beside wengqin..next time muz post photo of her face look damn blurred or with half her face crop away..haha....

these are the photos taken on the first day of cny..quite nicely taken i tink..haha....look nicer than my normal form...three days of cny seem like nt enough 4 mi...i tink shld rest 4 abt a week lo...sian...n exam is juz in 2 weeks time...die ar...tink i'm in the least prepared mood.....dunno wad will b the outcome..hopefully i will be able to continue to the next level...(GOD BLESS)

2009-01-31T06:31:00.000-08:00

late updates for christmas..juz manage to get tghe photos frm haixin few days ago...really very late update....we went to our boss hm 4 mahjong game that day and we do our make up tgt..mine look kind of like smoky effect but that is nt e result tt i wanted...coz all smudge le so look quite dirty if look clearly..

2008-12-02T00:36:00.000-08:00

wth...today's exam is like damn disappointing lo....i study like hell and in the end none of it come out...all those questions are so unexpected...one more exam 2 go n i haf 2 study harder....tis time cannot fail....gd luck 2 myself!!!

2008-11-17T05:47:00.000-08:00

haha finally blog liao...when is the last time i blog like 4 mths ago???been workin like crazy 4 the past few mths takin up 2 jobs...i tink i muz crazy but feel satisfaction when i received my pay but it come fast n go fast..haha...so in e end still didnt save at all....but frm nw on..i really need 2 start savin liao...sch is still tough as usual but still ok...n then i take personal financial planning 4 gems...i tink i'm mad or sth coz i did so badly 4 my poa n i still dare 2 take it..but easier than poa la but aso as boring...felt like sleepin whenver i went for lecture...dunno wad 2 blog abt leh....tink tt is abt it la...

2008-07-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

my blog has left untouch 4 months so i tink it shld b time 4 mi 2 update...firstly, i wan 2 tok abt my school....since e startin of poly, i regretted choosein tis course, ireally cant caych up e pace of my other classmates....coz most of them choose tis course due to their interest, whereas mi on the other hand choose tis course due to the lack of choices i had...but actually i can get into real estates in ngee ann but cant make up my mind on whether to choose it anot, but i didnt choose in e end..i ended up gettin into mechanical which is e last choice on my list which i nv even thou of gettin in...so i appeal to computer engineerin which i thou would b a beta choice, which is e biggest mistake in my life....it was my over confidence tt had resulted in all tis...i thou tt e course tt i choose which cop is quite high but i didnt noe tt it will drop so much tis yr....so i didnt really planned up e courses carefully...i dunno y everytime e choices tt i mean is bound to regret...i really hate it...anyway i haf always been weak in physics n maths n nw i haf 2 deal wif it every single day 3 three yrs...its really touturin....n then i discuss wif my mum abt droppin out n study in a private sch...she is so angry wif mi....anyway i cant blame her...coz both her children are like tt...first my bro nw mi.....i haf failed all my modules in tis mst...n e last 4 maths which is nt surprisin at all....i realise tt boys are really beta in maths n physics is true...my classmates always nv cum 4 classes n yet they did so well, mi who always cum sch did so badly...it is so unfair...maybe i shld aso try skippin my classes...who noes i may did beta...haha...ok e more i thou abt it e more stress up i m....tinkin of all e maths n physics are really drivin mi crazy....juz wad can i do nw..it seem 2 mi tt i haf very few choices on hand nw....i juz hope 4 e beta....

2008-04-15T01:33:00.000-07:00

i'm nw still in sch after such a long day...e class is really very sian lo....still haven really gt 2 noe abt my frens yet...but so far feel tat they are nt 2 bad...but duuno yet..things are hard 2 say...today we learn abt programmin n designin....sian ar...dunno wad e teacher is sayin lo...i was being catch quite a few times by the teacher 4 sleepin in class....so no face lo....my classmates all laugh...hai...but really no choice la....the things tat e teacher teach is really nt my cup of tea....i juz feel like sleepin when e teacher starts teachin...but anyway i'm nt e only one sleepin...i aso catch a feew of my fens dozing off juz tat they are more lucky and was nt being catch by the teacher....nw waitin 4 miner to finish her class and wenting to cum 2 meet me...actually i'm suppose 2 end at the same time as miner but my teacher ends earlier so i haf 2 wait 4 her lo...i rather wish tat my teacher is goin 2 end the lesson at a later time....

2008-04-12T07:59:00.000-07:00

halo everyone i'm back....all my friends are saying that i always nv blog so i'm bloggin today....really no mood to update recently...many things had happened but the worst of all is of course my stupid course...u noe wad, there is no girls in my class...i'm the only gal and wads worst is that my course which consists of 10 classess of 210 students only 6 all gals...hw pathetic...my friends are sayin hw lucky i m 2 b surrounded by boys n i can b e "class flower" but i felt like shit.....so far i haf nt make any frens yet coz normally i'm in beta terms wif e gals n wif no gals in my class made mi feel so out of place...really miserable....i must haf lose my mind when i switch my course frm ngee ann's mechanical 2 computer engineerin...but mechanical isn't anywhere beta...mostly are boys aso but it shouldnt b worst than my class rite nw lo....frankly speakin even thou my classmates are all boys but they seem 2 b quite gd ppl...but i dunno if i will get use 2 them...i'm afraid that i haf 2 get use 2 being alone...eat alone, go 2 class alone and being outcasts...hai really pathetic leh....seeing most of my friends haf make some frens, i'm really envious...nw i really understand the feelin of no frens in an unfamiliar surroundin...its really very sad...so i haf 2 try 2 get along wif them since i cant change the situation nw...there is nth much that i can do but 2 get use 2 it...n i haf finally left my job...hahaha...feel so happy.....but they still haven give mi my pay which is abt thousand plus lo...i've leave my job 4 abt 10 days le...but still no sound frm them leh....are thay nt goin 2 give me my pay?i dun tink they will b so stingy as 2 eat my money ba?

2008-02-16T07:30:00.000-08:00

i noe its been really long since i last blog....my friends are sayin that my blog is collectin dust so i decide 2 update.....dunno wad 2 write abt so i tink write abt my job lor...tis job really sux.....so i'm quitin tis april...i'm under alot of stress dealing wif customer at times...those customer are ridiculous always findin trouble...nw i realised hw fun studyin is as compared to workin....at least e time is flexible n i dun need 2 face those idiotic customers.but i haf 2 say tat there is some gd points abt tis job aso lah...when there is no customers on days like weekdays...its really fun...last night i attended the company's annual dinner...its quite grand la..at expo's bliss garden but i muz say e food is nt nice at all....n i tink i wear e worst clothes last night so funny....anyway thru tis job i learn alot ways 2 deal wif different ppl....e worst thing is actually handlin human relations.....hw 2 get along wif colleagues is aso another learnin experience...n i feel that it is so much tougher than dealin wif customer...u haf 2 wear a mask....sometimes actin blur is e best way 2 avoid pro...i feel quite pathetic tat i haf 2 resort to tis....i'm the youngest in the shop....all of them are sayin that i haf a long way 2 go in handlin human relations....they are wad we called the 'old gingers'.they may b treatin u very well but actually they are stabbin u at e back...i started 2 realised tat if i wan 2 survive there i haf 2 learn nt 2 trust anyone....keep everything 2 myself is the best....there are boss's pets everywhere 2 keep a lookout 4 them....but one of my colleagues told me tat tis is part of life and everywhere i go i will b facin tis pro so she say tat its gd tat i'm able to experience tis earlier n noe all e survival techniques tat i require in society...n enough of work....all my off days are on weekdays n e time that i go hm is at 9 plus so the only time that i can meet my friends is only on the day i off at 6 plus....steph is sayin tat we always nv go out wif her...i aso realise tat its been really a long time since we last met...muz really find a day 2 go out tgt....it seem 2 me tat my life is only work n hm...really no life...i really hated e long retail hrs....next time dun wan 2 do sales....tis mth i tink most likely i wont b able 2 meet the targets...such a short mth n the customers are reducing.....ok that is all 4 today....my post today is full of complains....hai....

2007-12-23T08:00:00.000-08:00

nw working sales in a furniture shop....very sian....the pay is base mainly on commission....and my sales is the worst among my colleagues...hw 2 survive like tat...the working hrs are very long and my off day is on week day leh...so i cant go out wif my frens lor...haven meet penny they all in a while le....work everyday frm 11.45 to abt 11pm everyday....entertaining the customers is the worst part lor...most of them are only browsin n no intention of buyin, however i had no choice but 2 entertain them when i noe very well tat they are nt going 2 buy and i'm only wastin my time....i can spend my time on those more potential customers instead...tis mth i shld b havin great sales, however i dunno wads wrong wif mi...i hadt been sellin much things tis few days...even on weekends and public holidays...my colleagues on the other hand are so busy writin their customers invoice when i'm so free...felt really frustrated at times...i told my boss that i'm goin 2 try a mth and see hw my sales goes...if i get gd pay then i'm goin 2 stay if nt i'm goin 2 quit...the salary isnt very fancinatin and the workin hrs are so long so if i'm nt gettin high pay why shld i carry on?but frankly speakin, i do enjoy doin tis job even thou it had many of the bad points tat i listed above....but anyway, i'm hopin 4 e beta tml....

2007-11-18T01:29:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to east coast for class gathering and wengqin and jiling went with us as well. its a tiring and fun day.i'm able to sharpen my mahjong skills again.mi penny meiling wengqin jiling cycle while wenting and steph roller skate. steph is so funny, she cant skate and so she skate very slow.we walk even faster than her. but its a good experience.then she cant take it any longer and ask mi 2 try but i cant control it as well so in the end, wengqin is the one who took over the roller skate. she really is hilarious. i was behind her and i could see her duck-liked movement, i nearly laugh my head off. luckily she manage to skate thru alive. we left the chalet pretty early yesterday but we still end up around 12 when reach hm. but the good thing is i manage to watch the last part of the guess show....

2007-08-06T05:54:00.000-07:00

today is a really long day, i studied till 4.30...so tiring...when i reached hm, i'm really dying coz of the lack of slp...last night i slp at round one leh, then today i need to wake up at six and study till so late, really cant take it. but falling asleep in mr singh's class is something quite common...i can only keep myself awake like the most 10 min...today is even worst, i can only take it for 5 min..then i start to doze off...attending his lesson is really a torture...i need to fight against the sleepiness and still need to act as if that i'm awake....its worst than running 2.4...all my energy had been drained out...but he is one of the best sleeping pill ever...next time id i cant slp muz called him n ask him to try mi abt poa....i definitely will fall asleep in less than 5 min...haha...

2007-07-26T22:43:00.000-07:00

hehe...new blog skin!!!very nice ba...done by steph ger while we are doin F & N...i also finally had the time to update.....quite lazy lor....this few days so tiring...haf to cope with the schoolwork still had to stay till so late....eveyday stay till 4.30 leh.....its not as if that i'm actually listening....cant get into my brain....go in and out...its difficult to focus when u're so tired....i think the school shold let it be our own self study, instead of continuing with lessons. its so tedious...exams are so troublesome.....hope that it can get over soon so that i can finally relax.....now its like everybody is so tense....actually i have not started to revise yet...not in the mood yet.....but think will start soon lor....

2007-07-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

so far i haf gotten back 4 sub 4 prelim...i did very badly...all F9....e most disappointing sub is maths lor....today i gotten back my maths paper...i score only 20 out of 100...maths is e sub tat i spend most of my time preparin n yet it turn out to b such a disappointment....i tink i really is so lousy in studyin....hope 2 do beta next time...

2007-05-28T18:40:00.001-07:00

juz finish my paper yesterday....i tink i done badly lor...then mybe will retake again....today no teacher..dunno y we still need 2 cum 2 sch...a waste of my time...might as well stay at hm n slp....cum 2 sch 2 use com...aso very sian....let us go hm ma....then i can stay hm n play audition....

eXaM

2007-05-03T23:54:00.000-07:00

today english paper 1 and MT paper 2...felt tat i did badly 4 both papers...i felt quite disappointed...haiz....the question so difficult..esp e fuctional writing...i nv even cum arcoss e question b4 lor...e eng compo even worst...i dun even know wad 2 write...i write all rubbish....felt like tearin e paper at tat moment...i felt like screamin lor....its so difficult n i have no ideas at all....i been in a daze....die liao..reali die liao...

2007-04-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

i've been having fever for the past two days...i tink i goin 2 die le...after pe on thur started having fever but nw feeling beta le....yesterday my fever hit 39.2...really very weak....take loads of medicine....but still no sight of recovery...in the end no choice but 2 see a doctor...a chinese sinsei...e medicine is really bitter...everytime i eat it i felt like vomiting..it taste so horible...but it is really very effective...after i take it a few hrs later my fever went off...but still weak...luckily alot of my frens are on mc as well...i'm nt 2 bored...chatted wif steph 4 whole 3 hrs on e phone on friday...

2007-03-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

today the oral i done quite badly....i cant tink of anything 2 say...i guess i'm nt goin 2 get gd marks tis time...luckily its only 4 premlim....tml still gt F & N test...sian....so many 2 memories

2007-03-24T04:57:00.000-07:00

long time nv update le...been quite busy lately as we haf alot of hw n need 2 do revision...especially mi as i'm quite far behind frm e others..muz work harder lor....then today i went bugis wif penny n jiling to buy penny's D & T things.. we then go shoppin after she finish...quite a tiring day la....i aso long tym nv use com le ever since i hand in e F & N coursework....my mum wan mi 2 buck up and ban mi frm usin e com n watch tv...but i still watch tv as usual...wif my mum barkin at mi...i tink my common test result is e worst among my frens in fact i'm e worst...even wenting only fail 2 sub...i'm such a failure....hai...wenting really improve alot lei coz lat tym she always is e one who fail almost all her sub lei...i tink she must be very hardworking so i muz nt lose out 2 her, i muz do beta in e mid-yr...my target is 2 fail only 1 sub in mid-yr exam...at least beta than nw la....i aso hired a tutor 4 maths n chem and will b startin tml...hope e tution works...if not my money is goin 2 b wasted...

2007-02-02T06:06:00.000-08:00

today I go Lasalle wif my super best friends steph, meiling, penny and wenting and dian they all.......we had lots of fun though e place is a bit run down...with e company of frens everywhere is fun....but its a pity tat we only visited one place in lasalle....we then took alot of pics...when we took e bus hm we were all exhausted...esp meiling ba..coz she was sleepin so soundly even i keep pushin her she was nt awake.....i dun tink i will b goin 2 lasalle as i'm nt interested in art.

2007-01-30T18:04:00.000-08:00

i really really very ling nv post my blog le...i almost forgotten tat i actually have a blog..haha...quite lazy lah..or maybe very lazy lah....today finally haf e mood to update my blog..i'm in e school lab then gt time so i update le....very busy recently,coz of e F & N coursework lor..really driving me crazy..first time do coursework aso dunno wad i shld do....ask alot of my frens 4 info..then spend alot of time editing....been sleeping late...really tired...obly have time to slp at chinese lesson...at least can rest 4 a while...haha....so mdm ye actually nt 2 bad la...i bought a new pair of contact lens 2 mths ago but onli haf e chance 2 ear it a few days ago....my frens all sae it looks fake..like sticking a piece of plastic n my eyes...so sad sia...still need 2 wear 4 a yr...next time i'm nt going 2 buy e whole contact lens black....buy a different type next time....coz so long nv write le so suddenly write so long....

2006-08-19T21:54:00.000-07:00

today beri de sian lei....alot of hw somemore....dun feel ike doin...juz complete physics n geo...still gt maths n english nt done yet...sian....n the common test died liao...defintely fail 4 sure de lor....hai...

2006-08-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

tis few days stayin at hm is really sian...still need 2 do hw somemore...but i've nt really done much of my hw....really nt in e mood....everyday stay infront of e com....hai.....but whenever my mum found mi playin com,she will start 2 shout at mi...then muz act veri hardworkin...hai....so troublesome....if i'm born a geunis then tat would b great...no need 2 study aso can get gd result...then i no need 2 feel so stress liao....

2006-08-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

it had been an extremely long time since i last updated my blog...i'm quite busy..in another word ,lazy!but nt much 2 say la....we r goin 2 haf a one week holiday next week,so gd...but still haf 2 do the test n assignment online...but the gd thing is we can wake up later except friday coz we had a time limit test 4 geo n social studies...so sian...muz wake up at 8 somemore....hai...muz set my alarm clock le la!!this few weeks i've been really slack....dunno y,but juz dun feel like doin anything.....i guess tat i will done badly 4 the comin common test....but aso no choice ma...really cant get into the brain....so stress at times....

2006-06-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

start sch tml..hai...so sian....i still haf loads of unfinish home work...i will defintely die 4 sure...hai...no mood 2 do homework sia....tis whole month i've nv do any revision leh....aso nth 2 do at home....haiz....

2006-06-08T02:02:00.000-07:00

really very long since i last update my blog.....i 2 lazy le....no choice.....holiday le...but aso very sian la....nth 2 do.....i resign le....nv work in mac anymore....nw so sian....i should nt resign so fast de...hai....nw so sian...but hope 2 find a new job soon......nw everyday slp and eat....later turn into a fat pig...hai.....

exams finally over

2006-05-19T03:20:00.000-07:00

i've gotten back all my papers..but my result r disappointing.....i fail more than 4 subjects lei...tis time die liao la....later still gt meet e parent session...my parents defintely goin 2 kill mi....i aso very sad....i think i cant catch up wif my frens....my pace is 2 slow....they haf shown improvement in the exam but i'm from bad 2 worst.....my results r even worst than the common test lei....even peiqin can pass leh....i guess becoz i'm doin last min work so i didn't do well in e exam ba.....but try my best le la....my standard is like i guess it cant b help.......i muz really pray hard tat i can do well in e yr end exam.....haiz......

exams

2006-04-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i last update my blog...penny sae i create blog aso no use...coz i nv update de haiz....coz no time ma....yesterday penny,mi,meiling,miner and wengqin went mcd 2 study....but penny kept on laughing....n i feel tat is nt funny at all....i only sae things like study,she can laugh for 20 mins....omg....there's a gp of gals next 2 us n they seem 2 b rather irritated...all penny's fault lor....made mi aso cant stop laughin....min er n meiling had 2 shift 2 next table 2 study coz of our noise....we had study lah...but only completed maths hw....i feel tat studyin wif frens is easier....more fun lorz.....

2006-04-22T17:49:00.000-07:00

hi....so long nv update my blog le....i'm so lazy...haiz......no choice ma......very busy nowadays......exam around the corner le...ned 2 work hard....but aso very lazy...too lazy 2 study le....haihai......kk la tat shld b all la....

damn tired....

2006-04-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

haiz....today is very de tired...work for 8 hrs...double pay ma,next week dun need 2 work le lor...today customer aso alot lei.....my leg wan 2 break liao wor....e money nt easy 2 earn lor....but later get pay will think all tis is worth it de......today meiling suddenly change mind n bangseh mi n penny....then left e two of us shop on our own....but we aso shop until very fun la...kk tats all 4 today lor....

sian

2006-04-08T21:46:00.000-07:00

today is damn sian.....sick some more...
cough..cough...so uncomfortable....goin 2 die liao...
cant go out wor,my fren all aso nt free lah!!...
tml still gt social studies test i forget 2 bring hm
lei....haiz....tml sure fail de lor..... i dun understand
maths lei...how arh....exam comin soon liao...haiz

Sunday.

2006-04-02T00:35:00.000-08:00

Hohoho...
Mie coming back le...
soo long never posted anything.
Changed my blogskin today le. Quite nice, like it . do you all agree?
haha...
today quite sian.
nth to do. still ned to revise for test (actually never study. onli say say. )
next week gt chemistry and POA test leh.
so stress.
i sure fail one.
hope tat i will nt get the last.
=)

its my new blog!

2006-03-12T20:37:00.000-08:00

hihi...
its huangying's new blog....
very sianz...
created tis blog 4 fun de cos nth to do...
hope tat everyone tt visits my blog can come and tag mi...
Link mii too.. thx very much!! :)